My experience is different. I could've been gay. I could've been trans. But that wasn't me. I found comfort in my own gender, in the fact that I (in particular, but by no means exclusively) am made in the Image of God. Yes, I am attracted to the same sex. But, that's not for me. I have occasionally been attracted to women, but that was not the vast majority of my reactions to people I found attractive.

Where are the bloggers? Where are the youtubers? Where is the Shadow opinion? The, I was trans and now I am identifying with my biological gender? Why can't I find a single one on the internet? I know they are out there.

Are those stories being suppressed by search engines, Facebook, and the tech giants? Even the AI language models are biased. I asked it questions about Co-Vid, and it lied to me (is lie the right word?) How about, it parroted everything I expected it to say.

In the 80s, maybe there were kids that were trans? I remember a high school teacher telling my mother I was effeminate. I was really hurt and insulted by that at the time. I guess she was trying to be helpful or something.

Let me put it to you this way. I have a dog. He's a boy, but he pees like a girl. He has never lived with another boy dog. He lived with a boy cat, and a bunch of girl dogs (can I say bitches?).

As far as being bullied? Girls were so much meaner than boys ever were to me. I may not have gotten into fights, but there was just this hatred for me that I never understood.

And now that I'm an adult, the hatred doesn't leave, it's just directed at different groups. I'm hated now because people think I'm conservative, and that I'm a Christian. The gospel is offensive to a lot of people. But that's because it requires them to actively make a choice. A) I believe Jesus is alive and I submit to his Lordship, obeying his commandments. Whenever I sin, I repent and return. I seek sanctfication, the remission of sin as the remission of a cancer of the soul. B) I believe whatever version of Jesus I like to believe in (or that he doesn't exist) or some variation. I believe I am the Lord of my life, the Captain of my own ship. I follow my heart, live my best life, and refuse to repent of the sins (each a form of disobedience and unbelief) that damn my soul to Hell.

People that have sexual sin are sexually broken. For some of us, the heroes and things we grew up with get twisted to include a sexual desire. For some of us, we are attracted to people that having a relationship with, particularly sexual intimacy, that God says, "No. One man, with one woman, and only those two together until one of them dies,"

Because marriage and sex is a picture of Jesus Christ and the Church. It's the ultimate implicit expression of the relationship of God and His creation. People are defined by God. The universe, defined by God. The spiritual and physical laws, defined by God. Logic, genetics, even the computers and code that we rely on work in specific ways. Everything works in specific ways.

Every medium you put your idea into works a different way. It has its own motifs, its own values, its own techniques and themes and histories.

Think about this. I smelled peaches today. I tasted peaches today. And my brain knows, somehow, that this smell is associated with this taste. Two totally different receptors.. identify something, and say,"This smell that you smell is associated with the taste of the fruit you are now eating," That boggles my mind!

You used bad science to exorcise God out of your lives and hearts! And now you're abandoning all science to live according to your feelings! Hypocrisy used  to be a sin? No, it still is.

The rainbow? Do you not remember what happened before the rainbow? The massive flood that almost completely wiped out the human race? The raven? That went to and fro on the ark until everything dried up? It was feasting on the floating corpses of the dead humans. It was a macabre all you can eat buffet!!

I don't care who you are attracted to, or what or who you identify as. I mean, I do. I care about you, even if I'm speaking this way!

If the people who died in the flood are separated from God, eternally lost, how much more the humans of our day and age, who have been exposed to the Word of God? Who have heard and rejected the gospel?

The entire world, the entire universe, is going to burn! So hot, that the elements will melt into subatomic particles! Flee from this cosmic dumpster fire before the match is lit!

My best friend, is lost. I love my friend. One day I was driving to his house. I got behind a trailer with three cute fluffy dogs. I thought, oh what cute dogs. And then, they went right, and I went left.

We are are together right now, but we have two distinct destinies. Eternity with God and Jesus. Or we go into the trash heap. The dark smelly burning trash heap without an end.

Please. Repent and believe in Jesus! Just pray to Him! I pray that the Holy Spirit would convict you of your sin, and you would turn to Jesus. There is no other person, no other way to get out of this mess!

I fear many of you will not. Maybe most of you won't. And I feel so powerless. I beg God to save you. I plead. Do not go down that road!!

If I have offended, or done wrong, I am sorry. But I am not sorry for telling you the truth. You may not want to hear it. People may try to suppress the Truth. But it's knocking at the door of your heart. And it won't knock forever.

"Today if you hear His voice," repent, believe in Jesus! Turn away from trusting in yourself,  and put your trust in the One who paid it all. You're a sinner. You can't save yourself. Trust in Jesus. He will save you. Commit to follow Jesus as Lord. Find a bible and a bible-living church. Get discipled, and tell everyone you know about Jesus!